Sexcapades Volume 2 (includes Volume 1 recap)
Lindsay In ATX Official Blog
June 15, 2026
AHHHH …The catharsis of journaling can really help to maintain composure, show some insight into the author, clear up misconceptions and most importantly … make the reader laugh. Well, I can try.
Brief “about me”- I am Lindsay in ATX aka Lindsay LeFave aka Jellybeans aka JB—
I know that’s some shifts and I’ll explain the rebranding: Jellybeans, the fun, naïve playful gal was overjoyed to be the new girl on the block and I dove into escorting without a lot of research. After growing into being a companion and getting sick of spelling out “Jellybeans” a million times, I shortened to JB.
JB was pretty well thought out. I had had a couple of re-do’s on my website, adding Sexcapades, the blog on my personal website, I was traveling quite a bit and shedding Jellybeans, and all of the local, Texas escort sites, pretty much after when all of the websites shut down in 2018 (I think). There was some malarkey to get around, which I will probably touch on again, as I progress in the rehash, recap, and overall timeline.
I really enjoyed traveling, going all over the country meeting super duper awesome people, and then things evolved. I got into a pickle in Boston with a bad date which made me stricter in selecting my dates, and again, further evolved my business. I was now stricter in selection, but due to a huge amount of Bull Shit- I started collecting deposits and screening way too much. That’s a great way to lose business, but what do you do when you’re dealing with poo? You figure shit out.
Let me tell you about poo. If you see my ad anywhere besides Tryst, you are a victim of Tom Foolery. Oh the stupid. There once was a provider who had business with me and then after that one double, I had to excuse myself from that poo, and that move led to being stalked, harassed, defamed, but dammit, not physically confronted. Just online slander, phishing expeditions, fake appointments, fake ads, threats and promises, but mostly just one sick individual who just cannot get enough of yours truly and can’t stop herself from trying to get my attention, whether it be hijacking my social media, derailing my business practices, stalking my daughter and her small business, lying about me as a provider, how I am sexually and the activities I will engage in, and honest to God—the fact that I allow this female in my headspace, to even creep into my blog, kinda makes me want to vomit on her. I’m awesome, but I am not worthy of a decade-long obsession. She needs to get a life, but her pesky felony charge prevents that. Yes, she told me the first time I met her that she had assaulted her mother in one of her episodes. “eeeek. I shall exit stage left”, but there has been no escaping this malignant woman.
Malignancy-
Back to the story- So this brings the story to a critical place- When I met Ryan. Just like many guys, Ryan took a minute or four months to pull the trigger, and by the time I met him, he had my website, particularly the blog that he was tickled by, memorized and fully invested in me, even before we met.
What a pickle. Here was this amazing guy that already thought the world of me before seeing me, and showed me a life away from escorting and it wasn’t a dream, no. He made it a reality. He retired JB. I was in love and I was moving to Houston to be with him.
But then I woke up and was told I had stage 3 colorectal cancer, and I looked at him, the guy who loved me from afar, who was supposed to just be my driver that day, but suddenly became my caregiver throughout my cancer treatment in Houston. He saved my life. He took me to chemo and radiation every single day; what a guy, right? Thought he was getting some awesome woman, but instead he got nausea and diarrhea and a whole lot of tears.
But like I said – he saved my life, my mind, but just like my favorite prose title- A Reason, A season or a Lifetime indicates—he was a reason. He was a conduit in my life, an answered prayer, and a GODSEND, but then it was over and after I was in remission, he stayed in Houston and wiped the sweat from his brow and I got well and formed my new persona- Lindsay LeFave (named after one of my butthole oncologists) and started to tread lightly.
You know what? I should totally add that prose right here so everyone can see my headspace in writing-
I have lived by these insights for 20 years….
People come into your life for a reason,
A season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will
Know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a
REASON, it is usually to meet a
Need you have expressed. They have come to
assist you through a difficulty, to provide
you with guidance and support, to aid you
physically, emotionally, or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to
be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your
part or at and inconvenient time, this person
will say or do something to bring the
relationship to an end. Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they
act up and force you to take a stand. What
we must realize is that our need has been
met, our desire fulfilled, their wake is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered
and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a
SEASON, because your turn has come to
share, grow or learn. They bring you an
experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never
done. They usually give you an unbelievable
amount of joy. Believe it, it is real.
But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and
put what you have learned to use in all other
relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is
blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Here’s a place to pause-
